Grandpa

We spread my dog Spirit's ashes at sunrise this morning... it was sad... we did it at my Grandpa's favorite spot on the the beach by his condo he lived in... B( ok, enough thinking about it...

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I am going to Orlando tomorrow to see my uncle, Joe, and my friend Patti... I haven't seen all of them in way to long... I haven't seen my uncle since my Grandpa's funeral 3 years and a week ago... I miss my grandpa... I never let myself think about him for more than like 3 seconds because I don't want to start crying... I hate saying goodbye... I never have been good at it... I hate change in general... anyways... today it is my dad's birthday... I didn't get him anything... I am broke... I worked on my Aunt's website that she is paying me to do... I love making websites... I wish I could get paid to do other people's... If somebody pays for the site (yeah right) then I would make a Posse page... I found a service that I can make a post thing like this (this being livejournal posts)... just for the "Posse"... if you can still call it that... I am really not in a good mood... I am half way through the third Harry Potter book... I can't put it down at night, I force myself to put it down and go to sleep... I don't know why I am in such a bad mood right now... my heart feels heavy and I just feel like whining and pouting and yelling and screaming, etc... oh well... I'll shut up now...

Labels: grandpa, harry potter, joe castelbuono, kristen foster, patrick folts, the posse, vacation

I missed it here, Francisca's mom has made me lunch and dinner already and it was SO good, although it contained squash... nasty, but I avoided it... I am a little annoyed because my parents gave my old room away to a visitor... so now I am stuck upstairs with no TV, having to be really quite because they go to sleep at 8:00, can't go browse the kitchen without going ALL the way down stairs (and worsely, if that is a word, back up the stairs...) I don't do stairs... they were made by the devil... anyways, so I don't have my own room anymore... I was fine with it because it was going to be a week (I am only here for spring break) and I thought he would be gone by summer, but in fact he will be there for a month of my summer so I have to put up with this for WAY to long... I don't know if I sound spoiled or stupid or whatever, but it sucks not to have your own place that you are use too... I think I am going to live at the Rush house or Tito's house for that month of the summer... that will teach my parents... he he... We are supposively going on the Rush's new boat tomorrow, I am excited... YAY! (see the excitement)...

Joe really sucks at Mario Cart... it is great winning EVERY game... I feel bad for him... oh well... I was offered a job at Ken's newest business... the networking one... I am going to work there all summer... it will be great... hopefully Joe Joe will be working there too so I can beat him up...

IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot down here... I hate the heat and hope to never suffer living in a hot place again... I want to live in Boston because there are lots of computer related jobs there and it is MUCH colder there... I hate beaches too... sandy, salty, greasy, hot, sunny (my eyes are abnormally sensitive to light... THEY ARE!) etc... also because my Grandpa would always take me to the beach by his house... and now he has passed, and it is sad... so... I like mountains... they are cold, cloudy (unless you get higher than the clouds...), they have fresh water rather than shitty salt water... they have trees, shade, animals, SNOW TO SKI ON! And the aura of the people there are just much different... even the tourist aura is different depending on where you go... I want to own a ski resort... I could ski for free, but also because for some unknown reason, as a kid I always wanted to run a hotel and resturant... sounds weird to me anyways, but I just thought (and still think) that I can run it much better than the ones they have... Not only that, it would be fun to design and build considering I want to be an architect as well as a computer nerd/geek..

Labels: adriana infante, boston, francisca amunategui, grandpa, joe castelbuono, lori folts, patrick folts, rush family